One Life, ONE CHANCE!

Whoa, thinking back to the start of my senior year in Jr. High, it wasn’t so bad I was really excited to see my friends again and we had fun since we were back! Yeah shit happens and yeah alot of shit happend since the start to now, but ignoring all the shit that happened and just focusing on all the fun. I must say these people I call “my friends” are really some truly amazing people. Maybe I have only known them for 2years but everyday passes I feel like I get to know them better, honestly I have never been so much of myself until I met them. SERIOUSLY how can I not be myself when I have a gay friend who isn’t afraid to be himself? Now that takes guts, and at a young age too. But still I have never in my life, Been so ‘ME’, and truly, now I KNOW who’s been there for me, even when I said things I never ment to say, now I know who I can trust, now I am sure all of the people I call “my friends” know me better than anyone has known me. They might not know it but they’ve been so awesome. And I am kinda scared to loose them. Corney I know but still no one wants to leave their friends and I know I am not the only person who thinks that. I really LOVE all the happy memories I’ve made with my friends just hanging out, talking, laughing, even making fun of people but we mean no harm (unless we all really hate that person ;D LOL) besides the point. I am going to miss my friends so much. Gosh the last day of school is going to be so sad for me. ):

I’m still waiting to finish off this senior year the right way. And the right way is to have fun and enjoy the rest of this kick ass senior year. ♥

Peace, Love, Friends ♥, and Paramore ^.^ ♥

Whoa, thinking back to the start of my senior year in Jr. High, it wasn’t so bad I was really excited to see my friends again and we had fun since we were back! Yeah shit happens and yeah alot of shit happend since the start to now, but ignoring all the shit that happened and just focusing on all the fun. I must say these people I call “my friends” are really some truly amazing people. Maybe I have only known them for 2years but everyday passes I feel like I get to know them better, honestly I have never been so much of myself until I met them. SERIOUSLY how can I not be myself when I have a gay friend who isn’t afraid to be himself? Now that takes guts, and at a young age too. But still I have never in my life, Been so ‘ME’, and truly, now I KNOW who’s been there for me, even when I said things I never ment to say, now I know who I can trust, now I am sure all of the people I call “my friends” know me better than anyone has known me. They might not know it but they’ve been so awesome. And I am kinda scared to loose them. Corney I know but still no one wants to leave their friends and I know I am not the only person who thinks that. I really LOVE all the happy memories I’ve made with my friends just hanging out, talking, laughing, even making fun of people but we mean no harm (unless we all really hate that person ;D LOL) besides the point. I am going to miss my friends so much. Gosh the last day of school is going to be so sad for me. ):

I’m still waiting to finish off this senior year the right way. And the right way is to have fun and enjoy the rest of this kick ass senior year. ♥

Peace, Love, Friends ♥, and Paramore ^.^ ♥

Whoa, thinking back to the start of my senior year in Jr. High, it wasn’t so bad I was really excited to see my friends again and we had fun since we were back! Yeah shit happens and yeah alot of shit happend since the start to now, but ignoring all the shit that happened and just focusing on all the fun. I must say these people I call “my friends” are really some truly amazing people. Maybe I have only known them for 2years but everyday passes I feel like I get to know them better, honestly I have never been so much of myself until I met them. SERIOUSLY how can I not be myself when I have a gay friend who isn’t afraid to be himself? Now that takes guts, and at a young age too. But still I have never in my life, Been so ‘ME’, and truly, now I KNOW who’s been there for me, even when I said things I never ment to say, now I know who I can trust, now I am sure all of the people I call “my friends” know me better than anyone has known me. They might not know it but they’ve been so awesome. And I am kinda scared to loose them. Corney I know but still no one wants to leave their friends and I know I am not the only person who thinks that. I really LOVE all the happy memories I’ve made with my friends just hanging out, talking, laughing, even making fun of people but we mean no harm (unless we all really hate that person ;D LOL) besides the point. I am going to miss my friends so much. Gosh the last day of school is going to be so sad for me. ):

I’m still waiting to finish off this senior year the right way. And the right way is to have fun and enjoy the rest of this kick ass senior year. ♥

Peace, Love, Friends ♥, and Paramore ^.^ ♥

Whoa, thinking back to the start of my senior year in Jr. High, it wasn’t so bad I was really excited to see my friends again and we had fun since we were back! Yeah shit happens and yeah alot of shit happend since the start to now, but ignoring all the shit that happened and just focusing on all the fun. I must say these people I call “my friends” are really some truly amazing people. Maybe I have only known them for 2years but everyday passes I feel like I get to know them better, honestly I have never been so much of myself until I met them. SERIOUSLY how can I not be myself when I have a gay friend who isn’t afraid to be himself? Now that takes guts, and at a young age too. But still I have never in my life, Been so ‘ME’, and truly, now I KNOW who’s been there for me, even when I said things I never ment to say, now I know who I can trust, now I am sure all of the people I call “my friends” know me better than anyone has known me. They might not know it but they’ve been so awesome. And I am kinda scared to loose them. Corney I know but still no one wants to leave their friends and I know I am not the only person who thinks that. I really LOVE all the happy memories I’ve made with my friends just hanging out, talking, laughing, even making fun of people but we mean no harm (unless we all really hate that person ;D LOL) besides the point. I am going to miss my friends so much. Gosh the last day of school is going to be so sad for me. ):

I’m still waiting to finish off this senior year the right way. And the right way is to have fun and enjoy the rest of this kick ass senior year. ♥

Peace, Love, Friends ♥, and Paramore ^.^ ♥

I can hear the tap against my window. The hushed humming, the cold breeze, that’s how I know that there’s rain falling. Falling from above, like a person the sky cries, it cries so all the pain, anger and sadness can leave. As the thunder screams it let’s go of the pain. Starting fresh in the morning it will smile again. When the sky smiles we can all see it, the BRIGHT light the warmth, the feeling you have on those nice spring days. That feeling after a storm just passed and the sun is new again. That warm fuzzy cozy feeling on the inside, that feeling you don’t ever want to leave you.

“WHEN IT RAINS on this town it touches everything just say it again and mean it you don’t miss a thing” - When it rains by Paramore

Today was insanely great. the schedule and the events. the fun and the laughs. Oh dear i am going to miss these great time with my insanely awesomely amazingly funny friends :D Well the schedule of today sorta went like this:

1st period- GYM! me and a few of my friends were having a trivia challenge we messed up with many answers which ment LOTS of laughing :D

2nd & 3rd period- Math, well MATH WAS GREAT considering we were all happy that we had a sub, we talked for like almost all of it. nonetheless we still did some work-ish

4th period- Science, i moved to the back of the class, meaning next to some really funny people. it was a bit boring at first but then, well then i was lost, daydreaming. but at least i still knew what was going on in science, sorta ;D

5th period-History. well not much to say about this. just that i STRONGLY dislike the teacher. and that i talk alot there. my buddy, my cookie monster, the funny one and the short one sits at that table so we learn making fun of history along the way :D

6th period- LUNNNCCHHHH, well we sat in the field and talked about people we hated, good thing we have people we hate in common. We can talk and never stop. once we start well it’s hard to get us to stop talking. <3 :D

7th period- English, the one time i actually wanted to stay in English for double class we only had one. Still i had fun with my buddy and the Cookie Monster, trying to figure out poetry can be more difficult than you thought.

8th period- GRADUATION PRACTICE :D, (supposed to be science but we had practice instead making us all happy) well as for grad practice. we have to sing. that’s the downside cause i am a HORRIBLE singer, that was funny cause of my “Happy” friend he’s always making something funny. :D

after school went to a friends house and we just sat there and talked for a while, and well i was lost for most of the conversation but well just there hanging out with my friends felt awesome, i really don’t know how i am going to be able to say goodbye to them after graduation when we have to leave. all going our separate ways.

How am i going to survive high school all by myself?

I really don’t know if i can survive, i am hoping to never let go of these friends because they’re the best friends i’ve ever had, in my life.

Friendships can be fake, Friendships can break, Friendships can stay strong, Friendships can be long. =D <3

Yes i am sad that school’s coming to and end. Soon graduation. then Prom. then we say our good byes. the thing is. i don’t want to say good bye. HELL I AM HAPPY TO SAY BYE TO SCHOOL, WORK, AND TEACHERS! I am just sadly confused that i will be leaving all of my friends. ALL of them. im going to a completely different school than all of them. I am going to miss them. I am really going to miss them. i have never been close, never been this close to friends. They know me more than they think they do. I never want to let go of these people. They have been here. They have made me laugh. They have made me realize that life is worth living. They’re the people that changed me the most, in my eyes they changed me to better.

People i will surely miss:

1. my buddy. (You know who you are. S.)

2.the cookie monster. (Oh please i know you know who you are. COOKIES is all i have to say. J.)

3.The “different” boy (R.)

4.The “Different” boy’s good friend . (R.)

5. The girl who has great grades. (Smart, very smart. F)

6. R&R’s friend. The tough one. the short one ;D (B)

7. My best friend from since 3rd grade. (E)

8. The crazy one. may have lost hope in her. but i have a feeling she just might pull herself trough. this time. if she can then i can trust her again. (A)

     I WILL MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS SO MUCH! I CAN’T EVEN THINK ABOUT LEAVING THEM. I have known alot of them since 6th grade. but they only knew me from 7th. It doesn’t matter. Once a friend ship has a bond as strong as all of yours. it’s almost impossible to break. but it has been broken before. The strongest one has not been broken, and hopefully it never will be broken. Hopefully i will be their friend after we graduate. These people i am not ready to let go of.

GOD ONLY KNOWS HOW MUCH. I LOVE MY FRIENDS! <3

IM SO COOOOOOL, thanks for the cookies.everyday.-Jenny

Science = CRAPPY!  waiittt … Science + Friends + Laptop = :DDDDD - meeee

ELLLOOO LOL BUDDY<3 (: Aarti wants to do cpr with the labtop (:

Ok so last night i had a dream it was kinda messed up. Well not really it was a Joshayley dream. Before i went to sleep i was reading Joshayley Fan Fiction stories so you cant blame me for dreaming … here we go …

    Paramore was stuck on their tour bus because it was a rainy day. Of Course Jeremy, Zac and Taylor wanted food and they had none so they left and went to the nearest wal-mart to buy food, and Junk. Hayley and Josh stayed back on the bus. Hayley had to stay cause she isn’t alowed to go out in the rain for some reason.
    Hayley was in the back of the bus in the lounge. She was feeling sad and glum. Josh noticed that Hayley looked sad and he wanted to know why she was like that. Josh went to see Hayley at the back of the bus and he didn’t even bother knocking on the door he just walked in and he saw her almost in tears. Hayley noticed Josh there and quickly closed her MacBook down. Josh went and sat next to her and he said “Hey there Hayles why so down?” Hayley didn’t answer she just looked at him and then back down to the floor.
    Josh looked at her again and said “Hayley come on tell me i’ve been your friend for to long i know when you are sad. tell me please i want to know” Then Hayley answered “Josh please this time i can’t talk to you about it. Not this time, it’s different now” Josh spoke quickly and told her “Hayley nothing’s changed i am still your best friend who happens to be a dude. Hayley please tell me” Josh picked up Hayley’s macbook and opened it he saw that She was watching “Joshayley” fanmade videos on youtube. He looked at her in a confused, sweet puppy dog face, look.
 Hayley realized that he saw what she was watching and softly said “I am stupid Josh i am just so stupid!” She ran out of the lounge and went to her bunk. Josh followed her and he squeezed himself into her bunk with her. She laid there sobbing, and said “Everything’s different now you’re married and there’s no … no chance anymore.” Josh hugged her tightly and said “why didn’t you tell me before. i waited, but you never came, i had to, i thought i had no chance anymore that’s why i got married” she sobbed louder and Josh said “I don’t think this is going to help but it’s going to get you to stop crying.”He turned her around and kissed her.

            Then i woke up … oh lord this is not good. i shouldn’t be having these dreams. i am not a good person for having these dreams … ):

Well yesterday April 3rd 2010 the amazing Joshua Neil Farro (From Paramore) got married to Jenna Rice, so now it is Josh & Jenna FARRO! Oh how I am going to miss Joshayley I mean it is still taking ME time to get over Josh&Hayley but they seemed to move on quite fast. Oh well JOSHAYLEY is always going to be in my heart forever but besides the point I wanted to say Congrats Josh and Jenna! ♥